What is it that makes people so crazy? everyone gets so worked up about boyfriends or girlfriends betraying them or simply not being perfect. People i know have just gone absolutely insane about it, crying all night screaming and smashing things (that isn't theirs ><) all because of something trivial that a billion other people have done in the past. I don't see why people put so much meaning into the common relationship. I'm sure that they believe and preach that their relationship is the most magical thing in the world but the truth is that we are just wired to think that.

Everyone, especially me, is to some degree just looking for something to benefit themselves and it's inevitable for them to do something that will not please their partner. Why can't people understand that and not put so much importance into loyalty and dedication?

I am just a lonely observer of relationships and no doubt there is some part of the puzzle that I am not aware of. I just don't understand it and simply miss all the things that I should be doing to get to know people. I try to be nice and I don't know what else, but I'm just ignored I guess, all this commotion is going on around me but I don't know how to get involved. Very frequently I resolve that I just don't want to be involved, that it's too hard to overcome my nervousness, but how can I resist what has been hard coded into me? and everyone else? It makes me wonder how such a personality persisted throughout history.

I have never gotten sad or cried when close people have died, how can breaking up with someone be any worse? I DON'T UNDERSTAND!